Welcome to Nowhere

i think the little disappointments and changes in my life thus far have been hitting me harder than i thought it really would and more severely than i cared to admit. i never actually dared to come out of my shell and face it, like how everyone else would, and i see myself building wall after wall and retreating into my shell further. as much as i'd like to think i'm open, i don't even want to talk to anyone about it. i think i've forgotten what it feels like to be happy. just get me out of this please.

i'll be back soon. watch this space.