I'm keeping quiet till there's no more sirens

since i am waiting for my hair to dry right now, i'd rather blog. anyway i'm still alive (although the word 'alive' is overstated)! what have i been doing this recess week? good question. i spent monday to tuesday finishing up my term papers and wednesday-friday trying to study but failing miserably and sat was wasted arguing => no mood to study ): shit. i don't feel the least bit prepared at all!!!!!! i'm not joking. i'm seriously (if i could double bold this i would) underprepared for this. kissing my exchange goodbye.

my denim shorts and bandage skirt came! they look so good on me considering how i didn't check measurements HAHAHA, i swear i'd have teared on a normal occasion! i'm waiting for my denim romper, cheetah top & black vintage dress to come! ♥♥♥♥♥ omg im a maniac... hahaha. well, i didn't buy anything else since the facebook status change........!!! ALSO i've been such a good girl! i saw 5 things i liked (from a super nice place) but i didn't buy a single one at all! HAHA! (: anyway i think i want to start a blogshop. can earn exorbitant and indecent amounts of money man!!!! esp when people like your stuff. HAHAHA. then i can also get stuff i like for like $5!!! disgusting prices! haaa.

on to some personal stuff.. sometimes i'm really frustrated with myself for taking people for granted and even comparing them against other people and wondering why such things have to happen to me. )': and i also say stuff really impulsively and it hurts people i guess. then again i guess no one understands how i really feel, can't be bothered to even tell anyone about it. actually i'd like to but i should stay away from the computer / phone / whatever that distracts. but rest assured i'll tell someone. somehow. just wait till this blows over la, i guess i'll be ok.

i'll be uncontactable next week.. till fri. until then ciao)':