in more ways than one, i am pretty stoked at the thought of going back to singapore to see what summer 09/10 and the following semester holds for me. i love signing up for events in the semester that really help me step out of my comfort zone (i know it's cheesy but i realised that i've been doing that most of the time during my semester breaks). right now i really want to try something new although i really dislike the sun and it's damaging UV rays.. i honestly have a lot to look forward to, like touch young arrows, mission trip, encounter, yoga and pilates, ballroom dance classes, KL, melbourne, hong kong and not to mention my friends and family that i sorely miss!!!! .... i just wanna chill and just enjoy life as it comes. life's too short to be sad or depressed, honestly. don't know why i didn't see that, but i really love not being tied down to just one thing. i love being free HAHA.

in short... i'm so excited!!!!!!! (: now i need to get to the computer lab. haha.

p.s: hui xian, thanks for your email (: i'm feeling a lot better right now... i'll reply you soon!

it's like a bad hair day every single day.

ok i'm SOOO screwed..!! i have a quiz tomorrow that i haven't studied for yet i'm surfing the net, chatting, and doing online shopping for some event on friday (will blog about that next time!)

so while i was procrastinating, i was looking at old facebook albums of summer 08/09 where i was chased out of the house for 3 weeks due to some massive renovation.... ok my point is, i was looking at my hair...

omggg it was so nice and long!!! and brown! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! (btw this was taken at mr daryl goh's house)

shit can i have my hair back? it never ever grows long thanks to my stupid hairdresser who keeps snipping off the ends. i feel like crap right now. ugly and disgusting, not worthy of a second look. BLEAGH.

since we're on the topic of hair, i realised, that since JC i NEVER had a single strand of black hair. EVER. well, apart from the times where it grew out and i re-coloured every single strand only to find i've severely damaged my locks. i look so damn disgusting with black hair, its unbelievable (well my hair wasn't black black but it was extremely dark brown in the past, just that i like it a lot lighter!). yes i admit i did dye my hair in JC...

okay the point is, i will DIE without coloured hair. it's like how i'll die without shorts and flats and flip flops in singapore. ):

amazing how some people think i'm naturally a light brunette HEEHEE. :D

OKAY I REALLY NEED TO STUDY BYE

it's these sights that leave you breathless.

the roar of the Falls is so powerful that it drowns out the boat's engine and our conversation. you can barely open your eyes when you look at it because the water spray stings your eyes.
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i'm having the weirdest cravings right now... for pasta mania. gosh i miss their shitty "italian" food. (extremely watered down) creamy chicken and their spicy alfredo (with frozen peas).

*lao nua*

it's not like the pasta here's any better... it's equally inauthentic and shitty in a sense that the portions are huge and you'll feel like you're having a heart attack right after.

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i was so close to finishing my report yesterday but i was too tired to continue... somehow i just dropped dead on my bed the moment i stepped home- a sign that i've worked hard enough to reward myself with the thought of food. :D

ok enough slacking. back to my report... finals are coming up in 8 days.... seems like there's something else happening on that day, but i can't seem to remember what it is....

I'm like baby baby baby no

p/s: NIAGRA IN 2 HRS! :D

there is a secret that we keep, i won't sleep if you won't sleep. 'cause tonight may be the last chance we'll be given.

back in burgh. i've lots of work to do, datelines to meet, its the carnival weekend with intense partying and road tripping (there are no classes, at least for CMU) and not to mention daryl and his friends are going to be over this weekend. i have no idea how i'm going to get my work completed plus entertain people and fight the urge to go travelling. i'm HORRIBLE at prioritizing... honestly... and i have never felt so stressed out in so long!

disneyworld was nothing short of magical. it was tiring i must say, waking up for 7.50am shuttles and getting back at midnight everyday, but it was really worth it, although i've spent a bomb there so far.

the shopping in orlando is remarkable... i actually controlled my spending so much i was on the verge of going crazy!!!!!!!!

i'll update more soon! need to rush stuff right now ):

... puts a smile on my face

I don't know, but I believe

That some things are meant to be

And that you'll make a better me

Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true

But you showed me that they do

You know that I learn something new

Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny

Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)

And you'll never live until you love

With all your heart and soul.

It's a touch when I feel bad

It's a smile when I get mad

All the little things I am

Everyday I love you

Everyday I love you more

Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny

Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)

And you'll never live until you love

With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?

Together we're the very best

I know that I am truly blessed

Everyday I love you

And I'll give you my best

Everyday I love you

p/s: this song's on loop right now.

p/p/s: i know i'm old school okay! hahahaha.

i need to start packing for orlando! (: 

to be disappointed or not?

i guess it's just how you look at it. i was wondering why i don't exactly feel a strong sense of loss or disappointment... perhaps God's just showing me that another door is closed. i believe he's just going to show me in due time what He wants me to do, although i really don't see it yet. somehow i feel this overwhelming sense of peace, although there are tears in my eyes... i know everything is alright because i'm in His Hands. most of the time i fear... just like anyone else, that i'll miss the last train (or something to that extent, it's just the way i see it)... but after reading Psalms 23 i decided to force myself to look at the positive side of things rather than the negative, which is what i'm often used to doing simply because i know that God has a plan for me, and i'll never be lacking in anything, because He knows just what i need.

(: ):