to be disappointed or not?
i guess it's just how you look at it. i was wondering why i don't exactly feel a strong sense of loss or disappointment... perhaps God's just showing me that another door is closed. i believe he's just going to show me in due time what He wants me to do, although i really don't see it yet. somehow i feel this overwhelming sense of peace, although there are tears in my eyes... i know everything is alright because i'm in His Hands. most of the time i fear... just like anyone else, that i'll miss the last train (or something to that extent, it's just the way i see it)... but after reading Psalms 23 i decided to force myself to look at the positive side of things rather than the negative, which is what i'm often used to doing simply because i know that God has a plan for me, and i'll never be lacking in anything, because He knows just what i need.
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- Deborah Ann Hendricks
- Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, United States
- I don't eat anything orange, not even the fruit. unless it's the mandarin oranges we have during chinese new year, or crush! my new favourite drink! i'm not a simple girl and i'm not usually contented with simple things, to be very honest. most of the time i'm in my own little world and i'm happy that way, zoning out and thinking about the little things that make me happy. like bagels:D i am an animal lover and i LOVE dogs- i would like to turn vegetarian, if not for my mother who believes that i will be malnourished if i do so. i love my friends and my family although i may not be a very sweet and expressive person in reality. i take a while to warm up to people, but trust me, i will be the most awesome companion you ever had :D
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