no one is alone the way you are alone

nothing is quite as it seems. even half the world away i'm pretty much as alone as before, just that now we've to factor in physical distance.

i guess there's only a small handful of people who can really REALLY make my day. and an even smaller group that can really understand me. 

i miss you guys so so so much. i guess i'm really not the sort who tells people i miss them, or that i'm sad. and when i cry i do it alone and hide it under the bed before anyone walks in on me.