Welcome to Nowhere

it bugs me that most of the people who matter the most arent turning up.

its like being asked out to the movies and being played out on. not a nice feeling. two days since my last paper and i havent done a thing except my visa.... on another note, americans are SO paranoid. i had to undergo my interview through 2 panels of bulletproof glass. (another story all together) met quite a lot of fellow exchange students and i must say that there is a certain trend in the exchange students to america. 1) english speaking. completely english speaking hahaha. 2) a lot of guys (8 guys) , and only 2 girls. 3) going to either california, texas, florida or nyc. 4) not on scholarship, except the smu guy. 5) all chiong for visa apps on the same day. 6) a significant number of them were from njc.... o_o

HAHAHA.

BUT WHATEVERRR THE PAPERS ARE OVER!

caught new moon. HAHAHAHAHAH and i feel like a cougar. well i don't go for muscular guys, since i've the mindset that they're all brawn and no brain. besides, most of them tend to over do it and end up looking like the hulk which is pretty disgusting. i remember in sec sch there used to be this teacher who was like 1.7m pretty short, and he had like obscene muscles which made his head look tiny. its almost like an alien took over his body. yuck.

ANYWAY my point is.... JACOBBB!!!!!!!

*squeals*

actually its not really the bod lah but he's not as emo as edward. and when he laughs.... *swoonzzzz* anyway he's pretty much the nicer dude thus far, like with a non-emo character. haha. edward's like the ai si mai si (wanna die dont wanna die) kind of backboneless useless guy. pale as hell...

HAHHAHA

okay needa sleep... pretty drained.