Three down, one more to go

hi, i'm still alive (albeit drowning under my notes)... i'm left with a lastlastLAST paper, the most important paper that i need to get a B+ (AT LEAST) for if not i can kiss honours goodbye. ): i am flying off on the 30th of december and counting down in nyc since the flight to pitt on my arrival reaches at 9pm = not safe. ): ):

there's so many things to do, like the party.. actually i'm kind of upset.... (but nevermind i shall not post this. liesel if you're reading this drop me a msg, i'm quite sad actually). ): ): ):

the rest of the week is jammed pack with events and stuff that i need to do. getting another bank account, a sup card, going to get my visa, and shop for jeans, coat, scarves, gloves.... and there's the party dress, someone's suprise bday, donovan's 21st and a testshot/photoshoot/screening/interview!! there's the nitty gritty shit i need to do as well, and its totally stressing me out. ): ): ): ): i havent even been taking care of my skin i think they will faint when they see me..... look like total crap. not like it even crosses my mind when i'm stressed.

the only saving grace this week was prob decorating daryl's house, ya i know no life right? but his family has this tradition of decorating the house different each christmas. which i kinda miss, coz my family doesnt give a shit about it anymore especially when the most sian part is keeping the stuff again. hahaha, i remember being so excited about decorating the place when i was younger... love to decorate spaces especially. can't wait to get my own place. anyway it made me feel slightly better about the week or rather my life.

ok im so stressed when i think about it i think i need to sleep.