Champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends

i was clearing my iphoto library just now. some photos i deleted without hesitation, but there were some that really jogged some bittersweet memories. glanced at pictures taken last year before hs left, and we were all slacking at her brother's house with the cookie monster cake.... there was also the bangkok 2008 photos that made me...

anyway i couldn't even get through the J1 pics (in chronological order) without tearing... and of course i didn't delete anything. i think i need an external hard drive.

aiya i don't even feel like talking about it anymore. it just makes me miss everyone so much, and i know that as much as we'll meet again it just won't be the same anymore.

thanks for the memories, really. (:

anyway, i caught Two Lovers on board the flight back home and i thought it was sweet but sad at the same time, and i was telling Daryl ALL ABOUT IT (including the scene changes) from East Coast to Boon Lay (non-stop i swear) and when i was done i waited for some sort of response and guess what he said???

"ORH."

WHAT THE ..............

hello can you please like tell me the story is nice??

"Aiya too emo so i don't like."

hello uncle... once again i was TALKING NON STOP FOR 40 MIN CAN YOU AT LEAST LIE? -_-"

i swear, as much as i wanted to kill him then and there, it made me realise that i've been trying to get by without a limb and it hasn't been easy. ELISE CHUA YI JIN i really really REALLY (x1000000000) miss you. i miss you like ____ (read your sms). you are one of my bestest friends ever you have no idea how shit life is like without someone physically there for me, someone i can call at noon on saturday and we'll do whatever we tend to do on saturdays hahaha what do we do ah?, someone that will extend lunch hours with me during work, someone who's ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS keen to eat hawker food with me, someone who shares dreams of opening an online bakery with me, someone who analyses every bit of lyrics with me, someone who shares music with me.... 

someone who freaks out over things people think are stupid like... red sprinkles on her peppermint mocha frapp.

anyway, if you haven't watched Two Lovers yet, here's the link to its page on my favourite movie website hahah: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1103275/