Just a random thought or two...

xD i kinda have this dim sum craving now. i want to go to yum cha. :D anyway, i finally got my Canon battery from china, which means my dead over-charged camera can finally work! haha i really like my canon, and it's probably the most out of date gadget in my possession but it actually makes things look good! TEEHEEHEE. yeah so anyway my point is, my mom bought herself a new camera and also a battery for SGD 40 when it's retailing at SGD 80 in Singapore outlets!!! opportunists. should have told my mom to get more batteries, considering how i always accidentally over-charge my things. hehhhhh. anyway hope the quality's comparable.

i remember once reading woman's weekly when i was getting my hair done, and i stumbled upon this article about two best friends who're of the opposite sex, but managed to have a completely platonic relationship. is it really the case in real life? can you be best let alone good friends with a guy with no feelings at all? i remember reading on, and towards the end of the article i realised that that guy actually liked the girl for a while, but she rejected him and he thought what the heck, maybe being best friend's just the safer option after-all.

its kind of sad how i thought and hoped you were different but you turned out to be the same as everyone else. call me dumb or stupid or one who's ignorant of something so glaringly obvious, but hey i could actually click with you pretty well and i guess i didn't find you repulsive to begin with. which was a pretty good start coz i tend to subconsciously obliterate guys with other intentions regardless of what they have achieved and how they look. in fact, the larger your ego, the more i loathe you. but no, instead i didn't feel that there was any other motive other than you being friendly and i guess it was also easy for me to open up.

and i was actually glad we could talk about school and hall and random stuff and all until i guess it all took a wrong turn and i wish i never did hear what you have to say. or rather what you didn't say, because if you were hinting, i totally got that hint.

i'm not that dumb. and honestly it was kinda disrespectful, considering you knowing what my stand was and how i thought i made it pretty clear. aiya at the end of the day it's just male ego. but you hid it well so well done. and this reminds me why i dislike *most* guys all over again.

p.s: angels and demons is really good! gives me a Doubt vibe (: maybe because i didn't read the book but ya *big geeky smile, adjusts black plastic rimmed specs on nose bridge* i actually analyzed the movie and drew parallels. hahaha. i am sucha hopeless no lifer! heehee. and i'm gonna exercise later!!! if i do i'll blog about it. i think it's blog-worthy considering that the last time i ran was more than 8 months ago.

p.p.s: deborah you need to put on more weight.