Saturday, August 30, 2008

spin around one more time

if i were to think about what this year has taught me, i'd say: 2008 has made me realize how fleeting things are, and to be continually thankful for whatever that comes knowing that it will go in its time. as i'm typing this i'm trying to keep my tears in, it's been so hard trying to pretend i'm okay all the while or that i get over things easily, but i'm not a fan of change. i don't embrace it, and to be honest there are many events this year that i've not gotten over. it's already late august, and in two days, 48 hours, 2880 minutes my world will change rather significantly. i never thought this day would come that you would leave, and it's too soon. i was wrong to think that uni and hall won't change a thing. unfortunately i've been a victim of circumstance... it's hard to keep up with everything else and i wish i could be at more places at the same time. huayshan i can't promise that things will be the same as they were before or that i won't change, even if we grow apart and talking gets awkward, i'd like you to know that you've been such an awesome friend since i've known you and that you've touched my life. you have my back buddy, so take care out there, in pursuit of your dreams. friends like you are worth keeping, so keep in touch hoookay? love you muchly. (:

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