yet another week of work. when i think about it my stomach churns and my legs feel leaded, i am still in a delimma as to whether i should just tender my resignation on 30th may or take a whole load of no pay leave and maybe only work 2 times a week just for the extra income to finance my weekly fashion fixes or starbucks / food sessions. HMMMM. june'll be a packed month with loads and loads of camps! hall, faculty and church camp with only one week left to myself which'll probably be spent preparing for hong kong / taiwan / bangkok in july! (: wow, life's really looking good right now huh? i've been meaning to blog about other things weighing on my mind but i surrendered it all today in church so i guess i'm doing fine. gotta keep going, keep going! in other news, i changed my belly bar today simply because i was using a wrong one for some time already and if i carry on any longer i'd risk tearing the skin above my navel. it hurt quite badly during insertion, and it's a hell lot worse than the actual piercing itself and i was tugging at my body piercer's sleeve while he'd nonchalantly go "whattttt....?" and i'd sough and wail while desperately biting on to the bottom of my tee shirt as if it'd make it any less painful.... then i'd say "eh eh please tolong can you spray more of that numbing thing." and even when the whole ordeal was over, i was still moaning like an overturned cockroach. )':
p/s: have you ever felt like giving up? i do, too often. sometimes i feel like there's no use in trying to become what i was because it's going to be so difficult, not to mention i've no motivation anymore. get me out of this bed.
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