one, two, three, four, tell me that you love me more

aloha, back in sgp after a 12 hour flight. i've got too many emotions and i don't wanna talk about france although i've had a hell of a good time (: and i have 3 course meals 2 times a day and i lost weight- tell me how is that ever possible. i've been in a lot of thought on the plane about life / uni / life & uni and about....... other unbloggable things. i'm just shit pissed confused tired jet lagged worried scared everything all rolled into one. and if what alvin says is true then i am colossally screwed for uni. there goes my dream of squeezing into that door- just like that. bye.

oh here's a prequel... there will be more to come if i feel like it.eat your eyeballs out. whatever i'm too lazy to bragggg about how i went overseas, cleaned out all the shops you could possibly imagine and lost weight still when you're all in army / working / slacking / waiting for army to begin. (: hahaha.

like i said, so many things can happen and it's only just 1/3 of the year, there's still uni (if i make it in) and now there's so much drama already, i think you guys can make my life into gossip girl. hahahaha. minus the serena and blair and nate (sorry no eye candies in this one) and since i am on the topic of gg... daryl...... BLAIR IS HOTTER you blind bat haha. (once again i am avoiding the topic) they say sleep's ideal for a tormented soul. 

....trying....to....fight....the....urrrgeee....to....blog....about.....unbloggables.